Sunday, December 31, 2006

A Snowbound Solacement of snowflakes
collected this year...
A little snowball of sounds,
to throw around in the air...
Just catch it!
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Happy New Year!

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

I looked across the country
for you and me
Trying to find a place
where we could both be
Crunch the numbers
consider the geografi
days of rain
projected growth

I looked across the country
for you and me
Trying to find a place
where we could both be
no more cat and mouce
no more 3000 miles apart

all I wanna do is
stich back our siamese hearts
all I wanna do is
stich back our siamese hearts
all I wanna do is
stich back our siamese hearts

Monday, December 18, 2006

For heavens sake
I was lying there
untill you called my name
You splitt and pick your steps so well
how could you ever know
how I'm feeling now
I was lying there
untill my hands got cold
It's tragic how you always know
that we always know
A tidal wave
of emotions claim
yet another way
in which I'm paying for
letting you forget
that you're beautiful
For heavens sake
You're just lying there
I wanna lecture you
untill you cant get up
It's sad how you know
that we always know
I'm finding I'm waiting
for pieces
For pieces
of our lives to form images
of what the world needs
of what I need

Thursday, December 07, 2006

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

KÜÇÜK ŞİİR

Gerçeği kaç ve küçük bir şiir yaz,
çünkü papatyalar sonsuza kadar yaşar azıcık bir suyla;
ve hayat bir balondur içinde çok fazla havayla,
kullan azını onun küçük bir şiir yazmaya.

az bir acı burada havada bir kabarcıktır,
acı çekmek bir tayfundur;
uzundur günlerimiz fakat kolaydır ömür,
aynen küçük bir şiir gibi.

Aşk ihtirastır gençliğimizde,
koyulaşır büyüyünce,
emin ol onunla nefes alabileceğine,
içinde bir tünel yap onun küçük bir şiirle.

Kendinden yorulduğunda,
ve hiçbirşey bedelini ödemediğinde,
kırmızı şarabı iç biraz
ve sonra otur küçük bir şiir yazmaya.

Papatyalar sarıdır ve havada bükülür,
lamba ışığı sarıdır ve pencere camının içinden bükülür
yalnız bir oda hüzündür
ve cehennemin içinden bükülür küçük bir şiir gibi.

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

You bring out the heART in me!
Çizilmesiyle bu Aşkın ve sesiyle bu Çağırılmanın
Araştırmaya devam edeceğiz durmaksızın
Ve sonucu bütün araştırmalarımızın
Ulaşmak olacak başladığımız yere
Ve bilmek olacak o yeri ilk kez için

Saturday, November 11, 2006

Friday, November 03, 2006

Zamanın yendiği ümit
Yağmurda hiç bitmeyen yürüyüş
Bulutlar ve can çekişmeler şehrinde
Herşeye rağmen ve herzaman kovalayan seni hiç bitmeksizin
Ah görünmez alevin soğuk fırçası

Neden geri çekildin ve sessiz kaldın
Bir çocuk gibi titrediğini mi düşündün kendinin
Boğazında kırık bir ağıt
Karanlık bir ağ tarafından yenerek silip süpürülmüş
Kendi rüyanla kederlenmiş?

Thursday, October 19, 2006

Ah söyle gerçeği bana aşk konusunda...

Havada bir değişiklik gibi mi gelecek?
Selam vermesi nazik mi olacak yoksa kaba mı?
Değiştirecek mi hayatımı tümüyle?

Ah söyle gerçeği bana aşk konusunda...

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Untitled song
PsychoSweet
I know it's hard for you to understand...
But this guy here...
He is your man!!!
I would do anything for you
So sit with me and talk for a while
I will try to make you smile
To feel what our love could be
I hav'nt been fair
I hav'nt been true
But babyyy...
I will change
I'll prove it to you
Look in my eyes...
But...
If you said
nooo...
If you said, please just go...
Get out of my life and dont come back...
nomore..

I would go and get my gun
and then i'll have some killing done
You see...
I can be dangerous too
I would haunt you down and track you up
I would hit and spit and fuck you up...
Are you sure I'm not your man???
They can lock me up throw away the key
Put me in jail, ill be raped every day...
But Babyy
I would just smile...
'cause then you'll be six feet under ground
so it would be hard for you to fuck around
with anybody thats not me...
But babyyy...
I will be fair
come sit down
I'll gover your hair
Maybe you should change again...

Tuesday, October 17, 2006


Duyarım uykusuz bir gecenin titreyen ürpertisinin
Süründüğünü parmaklarımın arasından, ve ay canlı
Kirişleridir mavinin, titreşerek gelen pencere camımdan,
Çingene kelebekleri gibi danseden çevresinde bir kandil alevinin.

Ve bilirmiydin merak ederim
Anlamadım katiyen,
Söylemiş olmana rağmen,
Hiç tahmin etmedim gidecektin, gidinceye kadar.

Gerçek olduğunu söylediğin sözlerin, tahmin etmedim katiyen
Tam demek istediğin olduklarını söylediklerinin, tahmin etmedim katiyen.
Ne kadar ihtiyacım vardı sana bilmedim katiyen
Hiç tahmin etmedim gidecektin, gidinceye kadar.

Sabah gelir ve sabah gider üzüntü vermeden
Ve akşam hatıralar getirir unutamadığım
Boş odalar yankı yapan ben merdivenlere tırmanırken
Ve boş elbiseler perde yapan ve üstüne düşen boş iskemlelerin.

Ve bilirmiydin merak ederim
Anlamadım katiyen,
Söylemiş olmana rağmen,
Hiç tahmin etmedim gidecektin, gidinceye kadar.

Saturday, October 14, 2006

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

Sleepyhead
Reach out
for me
today
1/2 year left!!!
Be over!!!
be over be over
be over be over
be over be over
be over be over
be over be over
be over be over
be over be over
be over be over
be over be over
be over be over
be over be over
be over be over
be over be over
be over be over
be over be over
be over be over
be over be over
be over be over
be over be over
be over be over
NOW!!!

Friday, October 06, 2006

Inside my dream...
I kissed the restless air,
as it moved through your hair
and I felt the warmth of you breath
when your lips passed my neck...
Wet streets, warm wind and no sounds
still summer has'nt left for good...

Once I saw your childhood
reflected in a raindrop on your chin...
Different colours, but same misty tunes
fast walks, sweet words, glimpse of the past...

I turn myself into your worries,
sending you hopes...
...hopes about soaring dreams...
You turn a smile into my heart,
telling me stories...
...stories about ships sailing on clouds...

Wet streets, warm wind and no sounds
still our memories floats around...


:Angel ene

Sunday, October 01, 2006

Rüyamda taşınmayı düşledim bu gece gene...
Çıkar patikamız bir süre,
kırarak açtığı yerlere geçen uçuşlardan-
ve orda, gece girdi içeri.
Menekşe rengi pusun içinde girdap yapan bulutlar,
derin ve beyaz bir sessizlikle.
Bulanık bir rüyadan, kapanır ondan sonra
Bir rüya içinde.
Ruhumdaki karanlığı tanıyan gözlerle....
Biz sözcük burada, bir sözcük orada,
Bazı sözcükler anlamsız
Bir sözcüğün anlamı birden daha fazla;
Semboller derin.
Anlıyorum şimdi bana ne söylemeye çalıştığını,
ve aklını başında tutmak için çektiğin acıları....
ve o anda anladım, ağlıyordum...
Ah, sevgi, bırak bizi doğru olalım
Birbirimize! Çünkü dünya yatıyormuş
Gibi gözüken önümüzde bir rüyalar ülkesi gibi,
Hiç bitmez.


:Angel ene

Saturday, September 30, 2006

Ümit tüylü bir şeydir
Ruhta tünekleyen
Ve sözsüz şarkı söyleyen
Ve hiçbir zaman durmayan.

Friday, September 29, 2006

1/4 Year.... My Dear...
...and...
I went to bed
without a thought
of what you never said...
Your life is a ship..
in a bottle...
...and...
I'm trying to shake it...
Trying to move the waves
in your heart...
...to turn it back...
to what you once said...


:Angel ene

Monday, September 18, 2006

Bazen
--Onların duygu kayıkları vurduğunda
hiç durmaksızın-kabaran sarp kayalıklarına karşı
bir parfümün
hala açık duran
inanılmayacak hayvanlara
ve korkuyla
atış yapıp çıkan
bitkilere
deniz mavisiyle gök mavisi arasında
onlar katıksız metaforlar—
bazen insanlardaki arzu alevleri o kadar yükselir ki
çürük bir kayığı donatırlar
ve denize açılırlar
rüzgâr yelkenlerle bir aldatış oyunu oynar
ufkun ötesinde çökmüş yatan
tekne parçalarına ayrılıncaya kadar
ve parçalardan kokusu sürüklenir aldatış şarabının
bu eskimiş aldatışın

Hiç kimse tanımaz bu SOS’i duygular ufkunun ötesinde
ve bilmezler ruhlarımızın dibinde antenler olduğunu
yalnızca öteden gelen
titreşimleri yakalayan
bu dürtü bazen rüyayı bir şekil almaya zorlar
ve vücut rüyaya çevrilir

Thursday, August 17, 2006

Bütün saatleri durdur, kes telefonu,
Köpeği yağlı kemikle havlatma,
Piyanoları sustur ve sesi boğuk bir davulla
Çıkar tabutu, bırak yas tutanlar gelsin.

O benim Kuzeyim, Güneyim, Doğum ve Batımdı,
Çalışma haftam ve Pazar huzurumdu,
Öğlem, geceyarım, konuşmam, şarkımdı;
Aşk sonsuza kadar sürecek sandım: Yanılmışım.

Yıldızlar istenmiyor şimdi; söndür her birini,
Ayı ambalaj yap ve güneşi parçala,
Okyanusu boşalt ve ormanları tara;
Hiçbirşeyin hiçbir sona faydası yok şimdi.

Saturday, August 12, 2006

Yes...
Love does turn people into IDIOTs!!!


I was one of them!
...and every night before I go to bed...
I hope you will manage to go to Jamaika...
...and I know...
You will sit there..
in Ja...fucking..maika...
still not being happy...
Burn all your bridges now...
ARE YOU HAPPY?
All you left...
Will still be the things you want...
You only wanna get away from your self...
and the life you cant find..
It's infront of you...
but you dont see...
And it does'nt matter where you are...
You will still be in the same place,
inside your head!!!
What so ever...
I know I got the world biggest heart!!!
Drinking Raki and feeling so sweet...


so....
I've changed ur name into IDIOT
It makes it easyer for me not to care
and not to share
ohhh you're soo small
and the tiny things are often those who matters
most...
ohh you're soo silent
whats the point...
so what...
If you dont love me
It's a feeling you have
and if that makes me sad???
I can always turn the words upside down
or go to a different town
so...
I've changed ur voice into
words I cant find
and the words not spoken are often those who matters
most....

:Angel ene

Thursday, August 03, 2006

Night rain, flowers and a smell of something sweet...


I think my heart is healing
and the rain looks like multiple colored stars
when it hits the light reflections in the wet street

drops of summer rain in my face
and I think my life is complete


:Angel ene

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

Life is Pain and Life is Love,
that's just how it is...
To manage and overcome the pitfalls and obstacles in life
is a way to grow and become stronger.

To become one with one self!

The drug related happiness is just a placebo,
used by the rich ones to keep the poor ones
in a constantly paralysed hibernation,
where they are incapable to realize
they are being fooled.

Drug use are a can of wasted life!

Güneş batıda dogmaz!
The sun does'nt rise in west!


:Angel ene

Friday, July 21, 2006

This night I met the Badger again...
Walking around silent in my backyard...
He reminds me of you!
So black and white...

Thursday, July 20, 2006

Huge forest Doves where walking around eating grass this morning....
They looked like small sheeps with wings...
So Cute...

Monday, July 17, 2006

I feel like an Indian walking around barefoot
on all my new washed floors...
Niiiice...

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

I think I'm happy.... a little!
I see you walking
down the street
I catch your eye
I am soo happyy

To be in your reach
Reach out for me today....
Love is right there
under my feet
I trace your shadow
on the wall
I see you walking
down the street
I catch your eye
I am soo happyy
Just trust me...



Friday, May 19, 2006

I
Hope
that
some day
I
will
Love
You
even
more
and
one day
We
will
feel
Love
even
more
:Angel ene

Saturday, May 06, 2006

From our minds
Slow fragments of a new story
Written in another way
Your eyes they're so black
Inside I see the night
Inside I see the light
from a boat
far away on the ocean
it'll bring us away
it'll bring us
inside
our
Destination

:Angel ene

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

yesterday
today
tomorrow
everyday
I plant flowers into the soil
in the early morning
I kiss away the moisty drops
pretending its your tears
from a distant world
they're purple
sözlerin gibi

:Angel ene

Sunday, April 30, 2006

cok dilemegim...
cok üzünütüm...
izinim istiyorum...

mutlu olmak!

Monday, March 27, 2006

I lullaBYE with Suicide!

...

words
I fear
is glued
to her face
and
I
recent

Spaceship
she said
move slow
slower
than the pain
your meant
to find

Follow me
into
my dream
again

Follow me
into
a scream
and
then

Time
grows old
older than
my past
is this
the last
...

:Bellman



Sunday, March 26, 2006

someone shut a horse on TV...
and I cried for half an hour....


why?

Friday, March 24, 2006

1 2 3
YEARS
I wanna get out of this place


I put it down to a lack of energy
I cant find for you and me
and I know it
your mind is shut
and your knocking at my door
but theres no faith here anymore
dont you know it


If i could see you in other ways
find you on another day
maybe then we could stay


time and again we end up in a place
of moons and of distaste

and I dont like it...
this is no way to live our lifes away
its time for that change today

and you must know it...

If i could see you in other ways
find you on another day
maybe then we could stay

find you on another day
maybe then we could stay


:Anorak
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Monday, March 20, 2006

hala düşlüyorum....

I will never be happy
without you
Ozan

Sunday, March 19, 2006

DÜS
I stumbled into the sand, felt the waves licking my back
and the moving in the ground when you fell beside me

without a sound
I saw the sky disapearing and your face
like a blurred cloud
and the noises from the Ocean
turned my heart around
Your eyes where so bright and I went right down
and I could barely hear you, but I saw your mouth move...
and you had to say it again
...you said into my ear...
"nil"
.......and I cried like a song....



:Angel ene

Saturday, March 18, 2006

...and mazy birthday to me...

I guess it'll never end.... I guess I'll never learn...

Monday, March 06, 2006

If You Go Away


If you go away
On this summer day
Then you might as well
Take the sun away
All the birds that flew
In the summer sky
When our love was new
And our hearts were high
And the day was young
And the nights were long
And the moon stood still
For the night bird's song

If you go away
If you go away
If you go away...

But if you stay
I'll make you a day
Like no day has been
Or will be again
We'll sail on the sun
We'll ride on the rain
And talk to the trees
And worship the wind

But if you go
I'll understand
Leave me just enough love
To fill up my hand


If you go away
If you go away
If you go away...

If you go away
As I know you will
You must tell the world
To stop turning
'til you return again
If you ever do
For what good is love
Without loving you?
Can I tell you now
As you turn to go
I'll be dying slowly
'til the next hello

If you go away
If you go away
If you go away...

But if you stay
I'll make you a night
Like no night has been
Or will be again
I'll sail on your smile
I'll ride on your touch
I'll talk to your eyes
That I love so much

But if you go
I won't cry
Though the good is gone
From the word goodbye

If you go away
If you go away
If you go away...

If you go away
As I know you must
There is nothing left
In this world to trust
Just an empty room
Full of empty space
Like the empty look
I see on your face
And I'd been the shadow
Of your shadow
If you might have kept me
By your side

If you go away
If you go away
If you go away...

If you go away
If you go away
If you go away...

Saturday, March 04, 2006

Someone got 33000 nkr to buy me this????
I Want...
I Want...
I Want...
I Want...
I Want...
I Want...
I Want...
I Want...

soo muuuch...

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Monday, February 13, 2006

I close my eyes,
and...
I wish I was Gone....
I open my eyes,
and...
I wish I was Gone...
I'm so TIRED!!!
I'm so TIRED!!!
I'm so TIRED!!!
I'm so TIRED!!!
I'm so TIRED!!!
I'm so TIRED!!!
I close my eyes,
and...
I wish It was Gone....
I open my eyes,
and...
I wish It was Gone...
I'm so TIRED!!!
I'm so TIRED!!!
I'm so TIRED!!!
I'm so TIRED!!!
I'm so TIRED!!!
I'm so TIRED!!!
I close my eyes,
and...
I wish I was Gone....
I open my eyes,
and...
I wish I was Gone...
I'm so TIRED!!!
I'm so TIRED!!!
I'm so TIRED!!!
I'm so TIRED!!!
I'm so TIRED!!!
I'm so TIRED!!!

Monday, January 30, 2006

Interesting..???
Yes indeed Interesting.......
The missing is purple...
The loonging is a clear colour...
The memory is black and white...
The picture is........... not finished...
The history is still......still......still....
The ariving of happiness
If I tell you
I dont love you
Then my words is without colours
of all I once told and of all I was afraid to say
The words is still.....still....still....
to become written upon your skin
in my sleep I am smiling in sorrow
trying to reach out for your soul
The dreams are still....still....still....
so still.....
you

:Angel ene

Monday, January 23, 2006

You always take the heart of me
and leave it there it stays to be
what is it for?
do you want more?

it takes a while to grasp on to
the softness of a heart anew
what is it for?
why did you wrong me?

in the bus
I fall all the time
my feet give up
and gravity is mine
I throw myself
from anything that's tall
and fall

I want to live
and learn to love
and you're the one
I put above
but what is it for?
could there be more?

in the bus
I fall all the time
my feet give up
and gravity is mine
I throw myself
from stairs and trains
from trees and planes
as long as I can fall