I refuse to take part in who is most evil
in an argue that has no logical point...
I condemn both the palestinian Hamas
and the Israelian goverment
for the resusciated attacks against eachother...

My beliefs are far beyound black and white
and I believe the sufferings will be painfull for both parts,
my heart goes to those civilians,
who is without their will
dragged into this inferno of madness...

It hurts my soul to see innocent people in pain,
no matter what race, religion or nationality....

...though one of my biggest fears is...
that these actions that is happening now,
will produce a lot of desperate humans
who is willing to go very far
and do huge damages in pure blind hate...
Because hate breeds hate...

So I pray to the universe
for the human sanity in an insane situation....
I hope for balance in an unstable ground...
but I fear it's all gonna fall apart and crack into pieces...

But let's not forget to love
to love each other
unconditionally...
There is only "one" world
and we all have to breathe here

:Angel ene

a silent thought...
for all the victims in every war
in every part of whatever side

To Peter Pan!when you show the victims like that:
You are the one who is bathing in the victims blood...!!!
and when you're doing that:
I think your a disgrace to humanity...

YOU MAKE ME SO SAD!!!

Today I aplied for an adoption for a little spanish dog called Pancho
from a dog shelter home in Granada/Spain called Bonica Dog Rescue

I think he is the most handsome little "Guapo" dog I've ever seen...with such clever eyes & cute sofa legs :)

So now I just have to be patient
untill March/April when he hopefully will arrive :)

Hibernating...
like waiting....
for someone...

or something...

like footprints in the snow
an unfinished piece of art
like movements without progress
walking over my cold damned heart...

I am unable to be gone...

: Angel ene

....and even a tiny one more...

& a little more...

& some more....

...and ofcourse I found some more to fix...

Project Smokingroom
At my work
in the Happy House department
there's a smoking room
and I had the honour some time ago
of fixing it.
&
I dont like the mentality
of throwing out stuff
if it still works!
&
It always cribles in my fingers
if I see something thats broken but fixable.
&
In the these days of the century,
people often discarge stuff
just to get a new or a better looking one.
&
I think this goes even beyond the material world
into our own personal ways of living,
like if a relationship for a second does'nt work,
we just back out and find a new one,
instead of trying to fix what's once where beautiful!
Just some thoughts...

Well...
This smoking room is normally the residence of rather unstable smokers,
so there where a lot of smoking holes on the wood tables
and in the fabric texstil on the chairs...
But I still think the texstil was strong and ok to use and it was also non flamable, so I got the idea of sewing a flower on every hole with knitting wool, also that way it's posible to fix newcoming holes right away....
I added some prints inside of the chairs to hide some stain marks and also to brighten up the whole look...
On the tables I used the same prints, some tekstil in similar colours
and some dry art leaves....
It's all glued on with PVA and afterwards I used a nontoxic varnish
I ordered a glassplate to add on the top of the table to avoid new smoking marks...
At last I made some nonflamable curtains in similar colours, and I made some

1.2.3 paintings that's not worth of showing :)
and the Lunatics had a new smoking room!

mmmm...
I made them all...

But...
I hav'nt ate them all...
Yet!!!

I miss you!

mmm...
I made them....

and...
mmmm...
I ate them...
ALL!

I always wondered....