Sunday, September 30, 2007

It does'nt matter who you try to be
if you can't be the one you used to be
for me!
Look after me and I'll look after you
Thats something we both forgot to do
Look after me and I'll look after you
Thats something we both forgot to do

I find it hard to see your face day to day de hay
Cannot remember it well enough
Only the details such that i see it in my head
When I am with you it is familiar and beautiful
And I love it as I love it
As night comes in I know it better seeing it this clear again

Look after me and I'll look after you
Thats something we both forgot to do
Look after me and I'll look after you
Thats something we both forgot to do

As if i'm squinting I see you are
So far from me, far from me
As if by miracle I see your room, I see a street
With words and music these images
They come back to me, back to me
Crystal clear in my head but its behind the screen

Look after me and I'll look after you
Thats something we both forgot to do
Look after me and I'll look after you
Thats something we both forgot to do

Every time I see your face I break down and cry
I see it in your family as they walk on by

Come back to me and I'll come back to you
That's something we can always do
Come back to me and I'll come back to you
That's something we both always will

:Hot Chip/Look after me

Friday, September 28, 2007

It really really hurts...
when your child is bugged or hassled at school!
...and I would do anything to swop place with him...
Today my sons teacher called,
telling me that he has'nt been to school all week???
Where has he been???

Well...
and most likely as he says now, he's been pretending every
morning going to school, but instead he's been sitting down by the river
writing poems!!!

..and why??

Well, it has to be said, that my son is not mostly like other children,
he has a bit weird and spezial thoughts and are not into the usual boy stuff,
but he does'nt bother others, and likes to do his own things,
like drawing and pondering.
Some other boy has apparently got a bad eye to him,
and dragged most of the other kids with him,
and started a complete exclusion of my son,
and they've gived him the nickname: "Jew Boy"
(I do follow the jewish tradition but I dont speak very loud about my beliefs,
and I cant see why that should be a problem, I've always taught my children to respect other peoples beliefs no matter what they believe!)


Anyway...
I just wanted to express how it hurts inside my heart,
when I picture this small skinny boy
sitting every day by the river writing poems
and how I would do anything to take his pain away
and how powerless it feels
that I cant remove what bothers him.
I have now decided to take him out of school
and get him into another school,
namely the
"Rudolf Steiner School"
who teaches with a different philosophy,
not that I got any money for it,
but that will be an issue to dissolve later!

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

Right now I'm just so tired of everything...
and if something nice does'nt happen soon..
I'm gonna do something drastic like running away
or hide in a very very dark hole!

and my bum is too big too... :(

Saturday, September 22, 2007

All we need....
en hattifnathatmedduskpåhovedet!
whatever it is
I wont think of it
Nothing can be something
and
something can be everything
and everything
does'nt have to mean anything

Friday, September 14, 2007