Friday, January 30, 2009

Watch the waves so far away
They're washing 'cross the paths that I have made
Leaving all my sins, I turn away
Like soaring birds I watch my sorrows play
Don't you know, I've left and gone away
You're knocking on the door I closed today
And everything looks brighter
Waves at play just sooth my pain away
Felt so good to see the sun
I choose my time before I choose the wine
Floating cross the waves the silence runs
My thoughts can cure but now my sorrow's done
Don't you know, I've left and gone away
You're knocking on the door I closed today
And everything looks brighter
The waves at play, they sooth my pain away

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Everyone is thinking of changing the world
But no one thinks of changing themself.
:Leo Tolstoy
MARIA :)
sometimes we have to leave to be able to return
u turn,
I turn,
we turn,
Your turn,
my turn...
as long as we move forward,
it does'nt matter which way it turns

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

I used to love you...

You...
just used me

I stopped smoking 7 months ago
added 4-5 euro (30-40 kr) in a bowl every day
(1 pk of cigs up here cost around 5,50 euro)
Today I took a counting
hehe
1209,48 euro (10833.50 kr:))
Next week I'm leaving for the sun
Photogenicfish & new Camera :)




Flowerspower & new camera :)






Monday, January 12, 2009

Do you remember how surprised you looked
When I told you stories made out of lama wool

You didnt believe me and gave me a blue stone
I took your hand and tryed to be your only one
and all all the endings falling to the ground
when we sat on the tram into townyou leaned your head on me and talked so soft
and I secretly wished the tram would never stop

: Angel ene

Monday, January 05, 2009

I say...
like Einstein said...Religion is a childish superstition...
If you have a conscience...
Then....
You have a religion!
It's logic...

Friday, January 02, 2009

אהבה
Remember...
that a human is not automaticly supporting his country's politics
just because he is born into it's basic religion...
I am not the nationality of the country I live in
I am not the political actions of my country
I am not even the religion of the country I was once born into
I am an independent citizen with a conscience of my own
I am a human with my own beliefs
I can draw my own conclusions about any situation,
I refuse to support anyone
out of any political wievs
I have my own eyes
who will watch for my heart and mind
what is right and wrong
I wont ever think anything just because...
it is what others are thinking
I am not just black and white...
I am a complex being searching for complex solutions

:Angel ene

Monday, December 29, 2008

I refuse to take part in who is most evil
in an argue that has no logical point...
I condemn both the palestinian Hamas
and the Israelian goverment
for the resusciated attacks against eachother...

My beliefs are far beyound black and white
and I believe the sufferings will be painfull for both parts,
my heart goes to those civilians,
who is without their will
dragged into this inferno of madness...

It hurts my soul to see innocent people in pain,
no matter what race, religion or nationality....

...though one of my biggest fears is...
that these actions that is happening now,
will produce a lot of desperate humans
who is willing to go very far
and do huge damages in pure blind hate...
Because hate breeds hate...

So I pray to the universe
for the human sanity in an insane situation....
I hope for balance in an unstable ground...
but I fear it's all gonna fall apart and crack into pieces...

But let's not forget to love
to love each other
unconditionally...
There is only "one" world
and we all have to breathe here

:Angel ene

Sunday, December 28, 2008

a silent thought...
for all the victims in every war
in every part of whatever side
To Peter Pan!when you show the victims like that:
You are the one who is bathing in the victims blood...!!!
and when you're doing that:
I think your a disgrace to humanity...

YOU MAKE ME SO SAD!!!

Friday, December 12, 2008

Today I aplied for an adoption for a little spanish dog called Pancho
from a dog shelter home in Granada/Spain called Bonica Dog Rescue

I think he is the most handsome little "Guapo" dog I've ever seen...with such clever eyes & cute sofa legs :)

So now I just have to be patient
untill March/April when he hopefully will arrive :)