AngelFEARs

Where's the time coming from?
And where does it go?
It's Augustin's question....
The time comes from the future,
it passes thrugh the present
and disapears into the past...
In other words...
It comes out of, what is yet not excisting,
goes thrugh what has no extent,
and moves into what yet has to come....

I wonder if Augustin...
sitting there measuring the time so long ago,
reaching for the moment, the exsact present and existence..
....Did he notice, how his time ran out...?
Augustin found help in believing that,
when his time was out, he would enter
the eternity of "his" God...
A time of endless infinity...

Those who runs between work, school, selfrealisation,
responsebuilityes and care
don't have any time to wait for eternity...

Though...
there layes an important knowledge in Augustins thoughts...
He formulates exactly how it is to be "someone"

To be a "someone" are conected to have enough time...
So the thought is not only to be yourself...
but also how to "become" yourself...
a One...
a Individual...
in a time that continuesly are threatening us
by devouring ourselves into nothing...
:Angel ene

Hey U...
U dont fool me with those eyes...
U stolen them...
They're mine...
come down here...
U CRAZY KAT...

askimiz bitmesin..bize goz degmesin..seni kimse sevmesin..
olurum o zaman, olurum..
hhhhmmmmm???????
hhhhmmmmppphhhhhh??????

You told me Words.......
shammed................stolen and borrowed
from others
and I ate them all.....................
Like a starved bird

You preached faithfulness.............
a magician....................in disguise
For betraying me
....ohh and I.............
........I swallowed it all............
Like a innocent child

and i cried, and cried....

and You'r eyes where like stone...
Do You know why?
.........................I cried....

and You'r heart like ice...
................b'cause You lied...
Do u know why?
.............................I cried....

and You turned into silence
..............b'cause You lied...
Do You know why
...........................I cried....

..........................
.....................b'cause You lied....
Do You care.........
why..................I cry???

:Angel ene

Ask..... a word i like....
In Danish it's a boys name....
In English it means a question...
In Turkish it means love...
and if u add "im" in the end, it means beloved on Turkish
"Ask_im"
Askim is also a town in Oslo....
So just ASK ME_lek.........

I wanna restart my life
Adding new files into my heart
I wanna fall in love
like i did when i was innocent
I wanna feel the sweet pain in my stomach
when you're far away
I wanna melt into everything
when you're heading home again

I wanna balance on your confidence
like a child who knows no fear in her heart
I'm gonna stop them monsters from groaning
and make them play soaring in the air
reaching for nearly forgotten love

:Angel ene

Can you eat them??? Yes, you can't..............

And if you ate them any way............

TRY THIS....!!!

THIS IS IN MY HEAD... (please klick the pic)
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Happy Birthday...

Happy Birthday Panda Mine...
With big black eyes, I could dive in...
but i'm afraid
i would drown...

I bought u a birthday present...
But i don't know.
........who to give it to...

Ohh Panda Mine..
Don't you know...
If you sit that still...
...................I'll have to go.......

Happy Birthday Panda Mine...
With skin so soft, I could hide in....
but i'm afraid
i would disapear

I bought u a birthday present...
But i don't know,
.........who to give it to...

Ohh Panda Mine..
Don't you know...
If you sit that still...
...................I'll have to go.....

Happy Birthday Panda Mine...
With love so deep,I could fall into...
but i'm afraid
i would be hurt....

I bought u a birthday present...
But i don't know,
.........who to give it to...

Ohh Panda Mine..
Don't you know...
If you sit that still...
...................I'll have to go....

So Happy Birtday Panda Mine...
I would give you my heart...
But i dont know,

.. if you would treasure it......
........................................so i'll have to go..........

:Angel ene

Im lying in bed
thinking of a Panda...
looking out the window
Cat is lying there
in the open frame,
I see him through
the transparent blue curtains,
and i remember when i could see into your soul...
When did You change your curtains...
into a brick wall ?

:Angel ene

I just love you...


Once i said to you..............
.......I love you more then anything....
But I don't have anything....

........................So how much could it be???

...So i said.........
.........I love you more then everything..........
But i don't have everything...

.......................So how much could it be???

...Then i said.........
.........I'll love you more then my self........
But i did'nt love my self...

.....................So how much could it be???


As much as it will be.....

:Angel ene

Once he said:
"if u go crazy girl.... i'll stand by your side"

Later..... he forgot...
and she lost her mind...
Once she said:
"I'll love u to the end"

Later..... all insane.........
she kept her promise...

and said:

"This is.........

................................................THE END"

:Angel ene

I'm loosing...
My Soul...

It hurts in my veines
I see no light in the day
The moon has disapeared at night
and stars fades into nothing
Words turning into silence

I never kissed you
I never tasted you
I never touched you
I did'nt even knew you

It hurts in my veines
When im going backwards into the ice
Purple emerge into darkness
and you'r spirit will haunt me...
for the intrusion of your love...

I never kissed you
I never tasted you
I never touched you
I did'nt even dare to get to know you...

and it hurts...
My Soul...
:Angel ene

"She" don't love me....

How many "she" don't love him???
Or are "she" the only one...???
So many loves him...
He's her only one...
He's her last one...
So many loves him...
So many he loves...
Why don't she love him...???
He's her only one...
He's her last one
But he wont see...

"She" loves him...

:Angel ene

Today i'm going backwards
into the stairs
up up up
and away.....
like Shakespeare...
Unsex me...
make thick my blood
fill my venes with demons...
I'll make a cabin in my heart
and call upon to your soul...
I'll do a harvest on my desire...
and cut it down to an empty field of nothing...
I'll transform warmth to cold
and apear like a frozen moon...
into the nights of your dreams...
to scare u from loving me....
and i'll falllllll...
down
down
down

down............ in love....
:Angel ene