I know I dont know the Facts
Im sitting here in my world
drinking cava...
Thought i should celebrate
"I dont know what"
The fact that i'll never be able to love
The fact that i always screw up my life
The fact that i'll have a whole book soon
The fact that i continuesly argue with my self
The fact i do think im sometimes realy brilliant
and next second a total fool
The fact i believe in my dreams
The fact that im the only one who does
The fact that i still love the Ocean
Even i'm so scared of drowning
The fact he'll never know how much
The fact that i never hate any one
The fact i got a furious temper
The fact im a twisted soul
with too many issues
The fact that i survived
what ever i've been through
The fact i tell stupid stories
and small lies
to the ones i realy love
just to scare them away
so i can agree to my self
that its true im too crazy to love
The fact that im always scared
but completely fearless
The fact that im too much alone
but never lonely
The fact that everyone is angry at me
for not answering my phone
The fact that people wants to see me
but i dont have place in my world
The fact i got 4 personalityes
and a diagnose
called biopolar personality disorder
The fact that i manage to live
The fact im never scared of dying
The fact that im looking forward to be old
even it takes so long for me
The fact that im feeling like 6 years old
and my thoughts are a million years ahead
The fact i dont know what to do
most of the time
The fact i never stop believing in eternal love
The fact i lost my heart and still are breathing
The fact that im still positive
I'm sitting here in my universe
drinking cava....
Thought i should celebrate
that: "i know what i dont know"
:Angel ene