making lines over the darking sky...
with the light inside the spinning sounds...
from the emptyness of your heart turning into purple feelings....
Reaching for the disapearing lines that where caressed on your skin,
when I was making lines over the darking sky...
somebody just catched the half of my soul...
:Angel ene

Inside You.....Outside Me
.....In the Middle of Us......
I got some wicked storyes inside me
Kept to the left of my soul
sometimes i open up

and my soul disapears
into You
to apear all clear
Inside You
Im alive again
inside outside
in the middle of you
I am

I got some wicked thoughts inside me
Kept to the right of my sanity
sometimes I open up

and my sanity disapears
into You
to apear all clear
Inside You
Im all sane again
inside outside
in the middle of you
I am

I got some wicked visions inside me
Kept in the depht of my dreams
sometimes i open up

and my dreams disapear
into You
to apear all clear
Inside You
I'm all awake again
inside outside
in the middle of you
I am

I got some wicked feelings inside me
Kept in the middle of my Heart
sometimes i open up

and my heart disapears
into You
to apear all clear again
Inside You
I'm all whole again
inside outside
in the middle of you
I am

I got some wicked desires inside me
Kept close to my emotions
sometimes i open up

and my emotions disapears
into You
to apear all clear again
Inside You
I'm in Love again
inside outside
in the middle of you
I'm
in Love

:Angel ene

Finally Egypt.... Cairo stomach.... Emptyness....
Camels.... Beduin Food.... Dusty landscape...
and Taxi Drivers... Driving you into Craziness............
taxi taxi taxi
TAXIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII..............
Nooooooooooooooooooooo..............
.............I still cant live without my Ocean...

...Dont be sad....
....Be happy.....
......I am......
..Going Egypt.........& I'm
............................................loving u...

.....Angel talking with the Ocean:......."Eritmek kalpim"............

.........................

..............................."kalbimi eritiyorsun Angelene".....

....................
...................
....................



...
......
.........................."canimi eritiyorsun Ocean"........
...................................................
..................................................................................."ohhhhhhhhh"

................................;) .............."I'll learn it all"...........

Who schrinks the mailboxes everytime i gotta send some????

MUSIIIICCC---->(((d[*_*]b)))---> VISIOUUNDSS

.........U're the sound of love inside my heart.........

...Dudaklarimda sarkisin.....




.............You are a song on my lips....



.......

Bonfires

I was given wine
We're feeling okay
And quite all right
You wash my tears away
And make me wanna stay
And bonfires lit up the shores

(Wa fa fa-wey)
To go beside you
Is where I want to be
(Wa fa fa-wey)
To laugh, to love

Days of roses and wine
Drifting astray
With your hand in mine
You stroke my fears away
And make me wanna stay
And bonfires lit up the shores

(Wa fa fa-wey)
To go beside you
Is where I want to be
(Wa fa fa-wey)
To laugh, to love

(Wa fa fa-wey)
Where to go and hide?
We're going to the sea
(Wa fa fa-wey)
To laugh, to love

And this is how it went;
I am here to stay
Roaring with the wind
There's life within

This is what I give
A circle is complete
Another circle spins
There's life within
Within

:Blue Foundation

One chapter ended....
Another one to start....

My Love....
I could'nt continue...
Some one added a line....
in the midle of our book....
The chapter swept me in
untill the air became thin....

My love....
I read it all....
over and over again
it was just a call....
and that bad chapter
I have removed...
And the book is clear
for our own chapter to apear...

One chapter ended...
And we have a story.........
My love....

:Angel ene

I'll learn it all..........

DONT TALK TO ME WHEN I DONT HEAR YOU....
DONT WALK TO ME WHEN I'M NOT NEAR YOU....

Clearning

No one knows
I talk to confuse
Unintrusion of your amuze
Come near me.........
Into my own escape

It's all clear
I love you so
and i'll let you in
so hold me tight
when i try to leave

I'll confuse you
and then realize
i'm the one to fall
into my own confusion
It was all a lie
and i'm so sorry.........
But i'll soon die

So who cares...???

It's all clear
I love you so
and i'll let you in
so hold me tight
when i try to leave

:Angel ene

Lisboa

Soothing words from the Ocean....
tum aci anilari bana birakip gitme...beni bana ver artik, pesinden surukleme.........

"do not leave all the painfull memories to me and go ..give myself to me now, dont drag me down.. i want to hear..i want to be heard.. i want to see your soul in my heart.. "

Goodbye Oslo...............
Hello Lisboa.............

The sky is grey.....................
.............outside early morning..............
.........but
.............. light shines from within me....
out out out.............................
..........all over you.....you........
...........you
Love is everything....................
...........You..........
..............are everything...
Everything is every where...............
............................I'm warm all over...
Got a dream in my head.................
...................And in between...........
..........i got my heart....
.....to the left from my soul.........
..........................................intruding
my life....

:Angel ene

bir kez olsun sen beni hic anlamadin...

bak bir erkek agliyor...

How to understand anyone, who is always silent...???

So here we are....
With no words...
and only thoughts floading in space...
Trying to reach eachother on a telepathic level...

Is this the way it should be???
Is this the way you want it???

So here we are...
With nothing to say....
and only memories in our minds....
Trying to reach for hidden signs...

Is this the way it should be???
Is this the way you want it to be???

So here we are...
With longing hopes,
hanging like cutting ropes in the wind...
Trying to reach for the perfect ending....

Is this the way it should be???
Is this the way you want it???

So here I am with love in my heart...
With my soul
wide open...
Laying like a road
infront of you....
Trying to offer you
my life....

:Angel ene

When i see u'r face....
ohhhh i'm in a hazeee.....
U're the love that apears
when the strofes hits a flickering shadow
of a sound in the air
:Angel ene

Wistful morning.....
Woke up little late...
Sun all over the room...
Windows open...
cool breeze....
moving.......
flickering shadows slowly over my body......
Like a dark hand on my white skin...
I wanna bruise myself
to pretend the pain are from your kisses....
your lips.... theyre so far away....
:Angel ene

AngelFEARs

Where's the time coming from?
And where does it go?
It's Augustin's question....
The time comes from the future,
it passes thrugh the present
and disapears into the past...
In other words...
It comes out of, what is yet not excisting,
goes thrugh what has no extent,
and moves into what yet has to come....

I wonder if Augustin...
sitting there measuring the time so long ago,
reaching for the moment, the exsact present and existence..
....Did he notice, how his time ran out...?
Augustin found help in believing that,
when his time was out, he would enter
the eternity of "his" God...
A time of endless infinity...

Those who runs between work, school, selfrealisation,
responsebuilityes and care
don't have any time to wait for eternity...

Though...
there layes an important knowledge in Augustins thoughts...
He formulates exactly how it is to be "someone"

To be a "someone" are conected to have enough time...
So the thought is not only to be yourself...
but also how to "become" yourself...
a One...
a Individual...
in a time that continuesly are threatening us
by devouring ourselves into nothing...
:Angel ene

Hey U...
U dont fool me with those eyes...
U stolen them...
They're mine...
come down here...
U CRAZY KAT...

askimiz bitmesin..bize goz degmesin..seni kimse sevmesin..
olurum o zaman, olurum..
hhhhmmmmm???????
hhhhmmmmppphhhhhh??????

You told me Words.......
shammed................stolen and borrowed
from others
and I ate them all.....................
Like a starved bird

You preached faithfulness.............
a magician....................in disguise
For betraying me
....ohh and I.............
........I swallowed it all............
Like a innocent child

and i cried, and cried....

and You'r eyes where like stone...
Do You know why?
.........................I cried....

and You'r heart like ice...
................b'cause You lied...
Do u know why?
.............................I cried....

and You turned into silence
..............b'cause You lied...
Do You know why
...........................I cried....

..........................
.....................b'cause You lied....
Do You care.........
why..................I cry???

:Angel ene

Ask..... a word i like....
In Danish it's a boys name....
In English it means a question...
In Turkish it means love...
and if u add "im" in the end, it means beloved on Turkish
"Ask_im"
Askim is also a town in Oslo....
So just ASK ME_lek.........

I wanna restart my life
Adding new files into my heart
I wanna fall in love
like i did when i was innocent
I wanna feel the sweet pain in my stomach
when you're far away
I wanna melt into everything
when you're heading home again

I wanna balance on your confidence
like a child who knows no fear in her heart
I'm gonna stop them monsters from groaning
and make them play soaring in the air
reaching for nearly forgotten love

:Angel ene

Can you eat them??? Yes, you can't..............

And if you ate them any way............

TRY THIS....!!!

THIS IS IN MY HEAD... (please klick the pic)
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Happy Birthday...

Happy Birthday Panda Mine...
With big black eyes, I could dive in...
but i'm afraid
i would drown...

I bought u a birthday present...
But i don't know.
........who to give it to...

Ohh Panda Mine..
Don't you know...
If you sit that still...
...................I'll have to go.......

Happy Birthday Panda Mine...
With skin so soft, I could hide in....
but i'm afraid
i would disapear

I bought u a birthday present...
But i don't know,
.........who to give it to...

Ohh Panda Mine..
Don't you know...
If you sit that still...
...................I'll have to go.....

Happy Birthday Panda Mine...
With love so deep,I could fall into...
but i'm afraid
i would be hurt....

I bought u a birthday present...
But i don't know,
.........who to give it to...

Ohh Panda Mine..
Don't you know...
If you sit that still...
...................I'll have to go....

So Happy Birtday Panda Mine...
I would give you my heart...
But i dont know,

.. if you would treasure it......
........................................so i'll have to go..........

:Angel ene

Im lying in bed
thinking of a Panda...
looking out the window
Cat is lying there
in the open frame,
I see him through
the transparent blue curtains,
and i remember when i could see into your soul...
When did You change your curtains...
into a brick wall ?

:Angel ene

I just love you...


Once i said to you..............
.......I love you more then anything....
But I don't have anything....

........................So how much could it be???

...So i said.........
.........I love you more then everything..........
But i don't have everything...

.......................So how much could it be???

...Then i said.........
.........I'll love you more then my self........
But i did'nt love my self...

.....................So how much could it be???


As much as it will be.....

:Angel ene

Once he said:
"if u go crazy girl.... i'll stand by your side"

Later..... he forgot...
and she lost her mind...
Once she said:
"I'll love u to the end"

Later..... all insane.........
she kept her promise...

and said:

"This is.........

................................................THE END"

:Angel ene

I'm loosing...
My Soul...

It hurts in my veines
I see no light in the day
The moon has disapeared at night
and stars fades into nothing
Words turning into silence

I never kissed you
I never tasted you
I never touched you
I did'nt even knew you

It hurts in my veines
When im going backwards into the ice
Purple emerge into darkness
and you'r spirit will haunt me...
for the intrusion of your love...

I never kissed you
I never tasted you
I never touched you
I did'nt even dare to get to know you...

and it hurts...
My Soul...
:Angel ene

"She" don't love me....

How many "she" don't love him???
Or are "she" the only one...???
So many loves him...
He's her only one...
He's her last one...
So many loves him...
So many he loves...
Why don't she love him...???
He's her only one...
He's her last one
But he wont see...

"She" loves him...

:Angel ene

Today i'm going backwards
into the stairs
up up up
and away.....
like Shakespeare...
Unsex me...
make thick my blood
fill my venes with demons...
I'll make a cabin in my heart
and call upon to your soul...
I'll do a harvest on my desire...
and cut it down to an empty field of nothing...
I'll transform warmth to cold
and apear like a frozen moon...
into the nights of your dreams...
to scare u from loving me....
and i'll falllllll...
down
down
down

down............ in love....
:Angel ene

Please erase meee...
Please cancel me...
Pleasee...
Please forget me...
Please leave meeee...
Pleaseee...
Please forget meee...
Please....hate me, hit me, shoot meee, kill me.....
Please
Please
Please
Please
Please










Please.......
Love me....

:Angel ene

Your voice

are sending electronic shivers

down my neck.........

Your words

are making emotions of desire

floading all over my bones.........

My feelings are all raw............................

..........conflagrations.............

Your scent around me...

is all i need now....

:Angel ene

..........Love is a Boat......



...I'm scared of Boats....




..................................I know... :(

Min Elskling...
Tror du ikke jeg vet...
Når klokken har slått...
Når tiden er inne

Tror du ikke jeg har sett...
Når alting står stille....
Når alting forsvinner...

Når vannet dvaler...
Luften blir seig..
og jorden råtner...

Jeg har sett døden før..
Når han kommer med sin ljå..
for å høste mitt hjerte..


Min Elskling
Vet du ikke....???
Døden kan ta mitt hjerte...
Men ikke min kjærlighet...

Har du ikke sett...???
Når allting begynner...
Når alt beveger seg...

Når havet stiger..
Og luften letter...
og Anemonene flyter...

Min Elskling...
Vet du ikke...???
Når tiden er inne...
At min kjærlighet aldrig dør...

I THINK I'VE LOST MY MIND....
I stumbled in the STAiRS...
Got a lump in my head...
heard an explotion
and the window cracked into pieces...
And there he was...
"Peter Pan"
sitting on my floor laughing....
I told him...
I still got your shadow...
he answered...
catch me then....
i gasped at him and sayd...
But i got a pain in my head.....
"well....he sayd....
Better in your head then your heart....
So now im wondering....
have i lost my head.......
in the STAiRS....????
:Angel ene