snow came early....
You're a red carusel of pain
Spinning my soul around
You devite heaven from ground
and I'm hanging in between...
So slow
So silent
memories merged into frozen dreams...
You're a blue carusel of words
Spinning my mind around
You devite heaven from ground
and I'm hanging in between
So slow
So silent
colours came out of your mouth
You're a purple carusel of love
spinning my heart around
You devite heaven from ground
and I'm hanging in between
So slow
So silent
words without a life.......line..
You're a constant carusel of invasion
Spinning my life around
You devite heaven from ground
and I'm hanging in between
So slow
So silent
I lost the string

:Angel ene

I never answer my phone.....

Everone knows that....

Everyone "WHO KNOWS ME" knows that:
I NEVER ANSWER MY PHONE!!!

I guess you never knew me...!!!

And If you dont know me....
There's no reason for calling me...

Because.....
I NEVER ANSWER MY PHONE...
Because I know it's you...
and I wont know you....

:Angel ene

Look who's here...
My crazy Cat!
MOVIE

Blue eye'd GoD!!!
This morning...
when I was opening up my eyes,
I looked straight into GoD's face.....
He sat on the floor infront of me,
with a grin on his face...
I asked him:
"what on EARTH are you smiling at"
He answered:
"You..."
I punched him....
right in the middle of his face...
This morning....
GoD just left me...

:Angelene

I got spyware in my Brain and a Virus in my Heart....
I keep spamming my Life and my Soul feels like trash...
My Spirit is haunted and my Love is a Ghost...........
:Angelene

Söyle yar beni unuttun mu?
Kopardın mı yüreğinden
Sildin mi anıları
Gömdün mü birer birer

I'm breathing water...
Sü soluniyorum....
Im sitting at my work 03.00 pulling out my hair because of a language....
I've always been facinated by words and different languages, and also been investigating
some more then others, like English Germain & French in primary school, and then
Norwegian and Swedish but they're so close to my first language and later Finish, Portuguese
and Spanish even Yiddish and Hebrew I've been stumbling over.
Now its this one, and I've never been so consist and determined to learn a language the right
way before and with "right way" I mean to go into the deep of the grammar, I was never good
at that in school, I'm a phonic person and learn most easyest from listening, but now I'm
sitting here in the middle of the night memorizing arghhh grammar and to understand it, but
first I have to go all the way back from English to my own language and start all over,
because for me to understand the english grammar I need to go and memorize my own first....
and then go from there to english and further on to destination language....
wich is....Turkish.........
TURKISH.....
They're speaking freaking backwards, and they make circumlocutions in my head.....
That should'nt cause so many problems, since I'm always sitting and scribbling circumlocutions,
and tend to read magazines and news from back to front, also I've practised writing the wrong
way around from right to left with the letters in reverse,
And I have since child school droven many teachers into confusing because of my Chinise way
of writing from up to down, vertical or perpendicular... So it should be a piece of cake and it's very
interesting and very difficult, I think it has become like a magic language to me... Every time I
dive in to find a conection and I get a clue, I yell "Yesss...Eurekaaa I understand" It suddenly
tricks me again and I nearly feel like drowning and are close to give up, but instead I just follow
thrugh and go even deeper again....
Learning this language feels swimmingly.....and to me... Turkish always been sounding like
they're making bubbles under wather when they're speaking.... They're breathing wather...
:Angelene

Filiye nazaran kedim daha büyük.... euahahaaaahahaaa....

MOVIES:
How I felt... How I feel... For you...

Cöl... Donmüş bir gözyaşı gibi...

:Emilie Simon
Flowers
Desert

The Movie
This is my washing machine, It's very noisyyy....

Holy Dayz....

Atleast i have something really sweet....

A small thing....