Proud owner of an empty blue balloon!

...and then we had a long conversation, without saying anything!

It really really hurts...
when your child is bugged or hassled at school!
...and I would do anything to swop place with him...
Today my sons teacher called,
telling me that he has'nt been to school all week???
Where has he been???

Well...
and most likely as he says now, he's been pretending every
morning going to school, but instead he's been sitting down by the river
writing poems!!!

..and why??

Well, it has to be said, that my son is not mostly like other children,
he has a bit weird and spezial thoughts and are not into the usual boy stuff,
but he does'nt bother others, and likes to do his own things,
like drawing and pondering.
Some other boy has apparently got a bad eye to him,
and dragged most of the other kids with him,
and started a complete exclusion of my son,
and they've gived him the nickname: "Jew Boy"
(I do follow the jewish tradition but I dont speak very loud about my beliefs,
and I cant see why that should be a problem, I've always taught my children to respect other peoples beliefs no matter what they believe!)

Anyway...
I just wanted to express how it hurts inside my heart,
when I picture this small skinny boy
sitting every day by the river writing poems
and how I would do anything to take his pain away
and how powerless it feels
that I cant remove what bothers him.
I have now decided to take him out of school
and get him into another school,
namely the "Rudolf Steiner School"
who teaches with a different philosophy,
not that I got any money for it,
but that will be an issue to dissolve later!

Right now I'm just so tired of everything...
and if something nice does'nt happen soon..
I'm gonna do something drastic like running away
or hide in a very very dark hole!
and my bum is too big too... :(

All we need....
en hattifnathatmedduskpåhovedet!

whatever it is
I wont think of it
Nothing can be something
and
something can be everything
and everything
does'nt have to mean anything

Nothing never goes as planned!!!

...sweet home...

It was after drinking some of those...

Best before: The others has left...

I scared someone....

euahahaha...
I'll never grow up :)

I will never wait for you again....
I will never dream of you again....

I got a glue heart :(

ohhh...
today I have aplied for 3 jobs, and called the Mr. Doctor at the hospital(because they never call me here) Seems like sometimes the CA-125 levels can be high without any major danger, (why could they not tell me that in the first place???) But for now it looks like I'm ok, just have to come for control again in a month or so... hmmm...
and by the way, I got a new dog, it's a spaceship dog with glowing eyes, just what I need :)

This morning I woke up realy scared,
because I suddenly noticed that I could'nt remember
where I have placed my heart and my spaceship glasses...
& I kind of need them both now :/

Lo peor no es sentirse solo, sino que te olvide alquien a quien no puedes olvidar!
The worst feeling isn't being lonely, its being forgotten by someone you cant ever forget!

Another Way is also aWay!

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