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: Angelene

Slow words
Sweet rewards
Glory of the past
Old stories that refuse to talk
..and I kiss the air
as it whispers softly
through your hair

:Angel ene

Little Drummer Boy
Little Peter PANda

Who are you now?
Who scare you now?
Do you care anyhow?

Your face and your body
like a corpse in resolution
floating over my mind
as a life without umbilical cord

Your hands and your teeth
like a creeping insect
tearing off my hair and my skin
as an opinion without comprehension
Your smile and your eyes
like pearls on a string
faintly glittering in the memory
as a notice in the back of the heart

Your words and my cries
like the dew falling
against a polluted soil
with emotions without drainage
as a colour mixed out of nothing

:Angel ene

sitting inside a stock car
driving my mind into a cul de sac

I see the music in your face
That your words cannot explain

we sacrificed...
and we ate
we believed
it's all safe

and we died...

su altında yavaş şarkıları üfleme...

Bzzz bzzz bzzzzzzziii...
I don't need a Hero
I need an Oreo...

...without the strings of words
theres nothing to hang on to...
& we jump too fast from . to .
and off to the end we go...

:Angel ene

Bildiğim bir şarkı var onu söylüyorum
Gel, o şarkıyı beraber söyleyelim
Hatırlar mısın?

There is a song I know and I sing it...
Come, Let's sing it together...
Do you remember?

Seizing a rainbow in between sunbeamz
From the edge of a tired window

Someone went to a fleamarket in Sweden
& got herself a "girlswatcher"/"piketittere"

"girlswatcher"/"piketittere" is a small mirror
and in the old days it was placed in the rooms
of the young maid servants

paralyzed by a wiev behind...
broken back from a life infront...

It aint just a political opinion to me...
It's more my simple thoughts...
That no one should be forced,
into actions or beliefs of others...
To me it's a childish logic...
Like...
...imagine someone suddenly came around...
and told you...
That...
from this day on...
you "must" wear a hat!!!
or another weird thingy/thought...
and believe in this and that
not just an hour or two
but just because of this and that...
...and as a child, not even my mum could make me wear a hat..
so to me...
...it is as simple as this:
let those who wants to wear a hat to do it
and leave the rest to believe what they want!!!

So what do you think right now???
...that im tired
and how I miss my bed
and why it's so hard to fall in love
and that I miss the time
when I was'nt a slave of work
and that I miss the smell from the bosphorus
and the gasolin from the boats drifting on it...

...
:)

pockets full of forgotten thoughts, empty head and happy walks...

I'm so tired...
I feel sick again...
I guess I was just dreaming...

Finally...
some silence in my ears...
and...
now my head is full of silent noises...

אהבה
Remember...
that a human is not automaticly supporting his country's politics
just because he is born into it's basic religion...
I am not the nationality of the country I live in
I am not the political actions of my country
I am not even the religion of the country I was once born into
I am an independent citizen with a conscience of my own
I am a human with my own beliefs
I can draw my own conclusions about any situation,
I refuse to support anyone
out of any political wievs
I have my own eyes
who will watch for my heart and mind
what is right and wrong
I wont ever think anything just because...
it is what others are thinking
I am not just black and white...
I am a complex being searching for complex solutions

:Angel ene