Drinking Raki and feeling so sweet...


so....
I've changed ur name into IDIOT
It makes it easyer for me not to care
and not to share
ohhh you're soo small
and the tiny things are often those who matters
most...
ohh you're soo silent
whats the point...
so what...
If you dont love me
It's a feeling you have
and if that makes me sad???
I can always turn the words upside down
or go to a different town
so...
I've changed ur voice into
words I cant find
and the words not spoken are often those who matters
most....

:Angel ene

Night rain, flowers and a smell of something sweet...


I think my heart is healing
and the rain looks like multiple colored stars
when it hits the light reflections in the wet street

drops of summer rain in my face
and I think my life is complete

:Angel ene

Life is Pain and Life is Love,
that's just how it is...
To manage and overcome the pitfalls and obstacles in life
is a way to grow and become stronger.

To become one with one self!

The drug related happiness is just a placebo,
used by the rich ones to keep the poor ones
in a constantly paralysed hibernation,
where they are incapable to realize
they are being fooled.

Drug use are a can of wasted life!

Güneş batıda dogmaz!
The sun does'nt rise in west!

:Angel ene

This night I met the Badger again...
Walking around silent in my backyard...
He reminds me of you!
So black and white...

Huge forest Doves where walking around eating grass this morning....
They looked like small sheeps with wings...
So Cute...

I feel like an Indian walking around barefoot
on all my new washed floors...
Niiiice...

such a strange thing...
Life!

All You Want
All I Want

Bu Kalp
Kalbiiim...
beni emin seni

lüften
geri dönüsin

I think I'm happy.... a little!
I see you walking
down the street
I catch your eye
I am soo happyy
To be in your reach
Reach out for me today....
Love is right there
under my feet
I trace your shadow
on the wall
I see you walking
down the street
I catch your eye
I am soo happyy
Just trust me...

I
Hope
that
some day
I
will
Love
You
even
more
and
one day
We
will
feel
Love
even
more
:Angel ene

From our minds
Slow fragments of a new story
Written in another way
Your eyes they're so black
Inside I see the night
Inside I see the light
from a boat
far away on the ocean
it'll bring us away
it'll bring us
inside
our
Destination

:Angel ene

yesterday
today
tomorrow
everyday
I plant flowers into the soil
in the early morning
I kiss away the moisty drops
pretending its your tears
from a distant world
they're purple
sözlerin gibi
:Angel ene

cok dilemegim...
cok üzünütüm...
izinim istiyorum...

mutlu olmak!

I lullaBYE with Suicide!

...

words
I fear
is glued
to her face
and
I
recent

Spaceship
she said
move slow
slower
than the pain
your meant
to find

Follow me
into
my dream
again

Follow me
into
a scream
and
then

Time
grows old
older than
my past
is this
the last
...

:Bellman

someone shut a horse on TV...
and I cried for half an hour....


why?