I still dream........

I'm angrrrrrrrryyyyyy...

aarrrggggggrrrrrr

SIKTIR GIT!!!

If You Go Away


If you go away
On this summer day
Then you might as well
Take the sun away
All the birds that flew
In the summer sky
When our love was new
And our hearts were high
And the day was young
And the nights were long
And the moon stood still
For the night bird's song

If you go away
If you go away
If you go away...

But if you stay
I'll make you a day
Like no day has been
Or will be again
We'll sail on the sun
We'll ride on the rain
And talk to the trees
And worship the wind

But if you go
I'll understand
Leave me just enough love
To fill up my hand


If you go away
If you go away
If you go away...

If you go away
As I know you will
You must tell the world
To stop turning
'til you return again
If you ever do
For what good is love
Without loving you?
Can I tell you now
As you turn to go
I'll be dying slowly
'til the next hello

If you go away
If you go away
If you go away...

But if you stay
I'll make you a night
Like no night has been
Or will be again
I'll sail on your smile
I'll ride on your touch
I'll talk to your eyes
That I love so much

But if you go
I won't cry
Though the good is gone
From the word goodbye

If you go away
If you go away
If you go away...

If you go away
As I know you must
There is nothing left
In this world to trust
Just an empty room
Full of empty space
Like the empty look
I see on your face
And I'd been the shadow
Of your shadow
If you might have kept me
By your side

If you go away
If you go away
If you go away...

If you go away
If you go away
If you go away...

Someone got 33000 nkr to buy me this????
I Want...
I Want...
I Want...
I Want...
I Want...
I Want...
I Want...
I Want...
soo muuuch...

Kalbi Camdan
Umay Umay/Kalbi Camdan

I close my eyes,
and...
I wish I was Gone....
I open my eyes,
and...
I wish I was Gone...
I'm so TIRED!!!
I'm so TIRED!!!
I'm so TIRED!!!
I'm so TIRED!!!
I'm so TIRED!!!
I'm so TIRED!!!
I close my eyes,
and...
I wish It was Gone....
I open my eyes,
and...
I wish It was Gone...
I'm so TIRED!!!
I'm so TIRED!!!
I'm so TIRED!!!
I'm so TIRED!!!
I'm so TIRED!!!
I'm so TIRED!!!
I close my eyes,
and...
I wish I was Gone....
I open my eyes,
and...
I wish I was Gone...
I'm so TIRED!!!
I'm so TIRED!!!
I'm so TIRED!!!
I'm so TIRED!!!
I'm so TIRED!!!
I'm so TIRED!!!

What About This Song

Interesting..???
Yes indeed Interesting.......
The missing is purple...
The loonging is a clear colour...
The memory is black and white...
The picture is........... not finished...
The history is still......still......still....
The ariving of happiness
If I tell you
I dont love you
Then my words is without colours
of all I once told and of all I was afraid to say
The words is still.....still....still....
to become written upon your skin
in my sleep I am smiling in sorrow
trying to reach out for your soul
The dreams are still....still....still....
so still.....
you

:Angel ene

You always take the heart of me
and leave it there it stays to be
what is it for?
do you want more?

it takes a while to grasp on to
the softness of a heart anew
what is it for?
why did you wrong me?

in the bus
I fall all the time
my feet give up
and gravity is mine
I throw myself
from anything that's tall
and fall

I want to live
and learn to love
and you're the one
I put above
but what is it for?
could there be more?

in the bus
I fall all the time
my feet give up
and gravity is mine
I throw myself
from stairs and trains
from trees and planes
as long as I can fall

Prepair Disapear Absorb Transform
hollow light painless sight Im so tired
I wanna leave

Wake Me Love…
Yes, I got a pain…
It’s heart pollution,
and it’s eating me from the inside…
It’s a sickness,a illness and insanity,
a refugee from the reality of clarity
I can’t, and nor won't I see...
All the dirty facts,
in every move he make
I easily turn them into magic acts
that's devouring me like a hungry wave
And so I continue to believe
In a dream of a dying breath
A sleep of which I cant awake
And when I look at me…
I hate my self .....For being….
I hate my self......For believing….
Every word he says
It’s memorized
inside my childish heart
For a child’s love is pure
And blinded down
by its own beliefs of truth
Yes, I got a pain
Like a disappointed child
Like a heart thrown inside out
My love is a open wound,
Like a nebula covering the ground
Like a misty blurred morning
Without a sight into my soul
Ohhh, when I look at me,
.....how I hate my self…
for believing............. in my dreams
ohhh, how I hate my self,
for being..............
such a child in love

:Angel ene

Clown
How does it feel
to do what you do?
Wandering around
in a costume that stinks
High above the clouds
trying to get by
You don’t make me smile
Even when you pass me by
You can’t make me smile
It’s plain and simple
what you have to do
to get by

How does it feel
to do what you do?
Wandering around
In a complete misery
You don’t make me smile
Even when you pass me by
You can’t make me smile
It’s plain and simple
what you have to do
to get by

:AMPOP

My Life Underwater

Now that your water fills my lungs
I dream for only one dreaming
as my fingers search
for a crack in the eyes
Then a unexpected moment
as my eyelids slowly part
I realize I'm not even a fish

Then I could be happy, as you told me before
if its painful
just swallow some more

My lips are parted
as I sink from your weight
through your coma
Can you tell I'm afraid?

With my hands before my eyes
through the cracks between my fingers
I see the creatures going by
and I grain
and I wonder to my self
what goes on there on the bottom

And I dream as you scream in my ear
I could be happy, as you told me before
if its painful
just swallow some more

My lips are parted
as I sink from your weight
through your coma
can you tell I'm afraid?

I could be happy, as you told me before
If its painful
just swallow some more

My lips are parted
as I sink from your weight
through your coma
Can you tell WHY I'm afraid???

I'm Environmentally effected from heart pollution...
:Angel ene

Breathing With LOw VEnt Air Faults

I know it sounds untrue,
that...
I would have died for you....
But I did'nt really have to....
You killed me quietly
with your lack of words...

It's amazing how I manage to cry without a sound..?
Is it because you drained my soul into the ground?
Love Love Love
It's how sadness feels
when it's behind my hidden veils
It's amazing how I manage to cry without a sound..?
Is it because you drained my heart into the ground?

I wish I could hear
your detuned soul,
when your mind
turns into a noisy song
and your heart is longing
for my foolish chords...

It's amazing how silent you slammed the door...?
Is it because I heard you long before...?
Love Love Love
It's just these coloured words
coming from my crazy world
It's amazing how silent you slammed the door...?
Is it because I could'nt hear you long before...?

Love Love Love
It's how my heart sounds
Breathing with low vent air faults

:Angel ene