My Silence... My World....

Your hair and your eyes
I saw them in the night
Your face, your disguise
I felt it in the night
Your cool clammy skin
It could be right beside me
I saw you swimmin' over here
You looked so fragile
And don't you know her eyes were red?
Your hair and your skin
I know my desire
I felt akin
To my desire
Your eyes and your face
I dreamed them in the night
Your hair and your skin
I saw them swimmin' over here
And don't you know you're life itself?
:Mazzy Star

This is what I ate today...
This is what I read today....

I know I got eating problems...
but now I got reading problems too...

Ve ben seni cooooook özlediiiim..... fazlaaaaaaaa...

ehhhheeeeeeehehehe.......
benim turkishim be cok kötü hareketsiz...
English daha iyi... :/

Denizim
Okyanusim
Yarsalyk
Hepinez
Sonsuza Kadar....

I paint the dust of my broken dreams into a vague memory of forgotten tears...

:Angel ene

I dont See Why I don't Talk....
About what I don't Hear.......

Bir gun gri olur umarým...

;)

Saçmalamaelek....

Depresyondayım

Bugün evden çıkmadım
Telefona bakmadım
Çok yedim çok ağladım
Arandım bir sigara
Daha saçlarımı taradım
Dudağımı boyadım
Giydim giydim çıkardım
Beğenmedim güzel olmadım,
Depresyondayım,
Unutuldum,
Aldatıldım sevgilimden ayrıldım,
Çok yalnızım kimseye kızamadım
Kimseye küsemedim
Sonunda kendime küstüm
Sonunda hayata
Düşündüm banka soymayı
Uluorta soyunmayı
Hayatımdaki herkesi vurmayı
Affedin,
Depresyondayım depresyondayım,
Unutuldum
Aldatıldım sevgilimden ayrıldım
Çok yalnızım

:Göksel/Depresyondayım

Why is your eyes so mellow dark?
If you want....
I'll be the bright sea of your sight?
Still i am............
................................................. laying open wide
your silence........
................................................. floads in my veines
It's ok...
it's ok.... you see...
I am soon to be gone
into nothing is everything
and our everything are
what we always never got
It's ok.....
its ok.... you see...
Because I remember, your eyes wieving my soul,
who became hidden behind, you'r warm and shivering hands,
who held my heart once, into your healing living breath,
who made me hear, the kisses from your heart
Its ok....
its ok... you see
There's still my emptyness
................................................. so huge
................................................. so full
of everything we not yet discovered
So you see...
Its all ok... its all ok...
...................................You see..
I'm here
You'r here
We are soon There..........
:Angel ene

I found the way to my soul
I found the peace in my mind
I found the love in my heart
I found the place of my future
I AM

I dont sleep
I dont eat
I dont talk
I dont live
My brain is going on a high level
It feels like theres a whole world
going on inside me
I cant seem to put anything in order
It goes to fast
It goes soooo fast
Im so tired
But I have no peace
My dreams has changed
into a waken highspeed reality
I feel hunger
But its so heavy to swallow
My heart is blocking my throut
My brain is inside my stomach
So full of shit
I wanna through up

:Angel ene

Depression

I'm lost....
into one of those rooms in my head
where im searching....
for those Magical Words,
To break through.....
this noise of silence inside my heart
all my words are nothing worth
They came out backwards,
and you never understood
when i said heart....
you thought hurt....
Come in here...
I want you
To find me
Let me write golden letters all over your skin
like glowing lines on the dark of your shadow
The one that disapeared
into the noise of your silence...
Please...................................................
..................whisper..............to me....
...........................................
......Those Magic Words..........

:Angel ene

Melek Sarký söylemek....... cok ve seevdim......... ..... ........




güzeeelllllll..................