if you can't be the one you used to be

...and I went to bed without a thought of what you never said... Your life is a ship in a bottle ...and... I'm trying to shake it... Trying to move the waves in your heart, turning it back to what you once said...
Well, it has to be said, that my son is not mostly like other children,
he has a bit weird and spezial thoughts and are not into the usual boy stuff,
but he does'nt bother others, and likes to do his own things,
like drawing and pondering.
Some other boy has apparently got a bad eye to him,
and dragged most of the other kids with him,
and started a complete exclusion of my son,
and they've gived him the nickname: "Jew Boy"
(I do follow the jewish tradition but I dont speak very loud about my beliefs,
and I cant see why that should be a problem, I've always taught my children to respect other peoples beliefs no matter what they believe!)
Anyway...
I just wanted to express how it hurts inside my heart,
when I picture this small skinny boy
sitting every day by the river writing poems
and how I would do anything to take his pain away
and how powerless it feels
that I cant remove what bothers him.
I have now decided to take him out of school
and get him into another school,
namely the "Rudolf Steiner School"
who teaches with a different philosophy,
not that I got any money for it,
but that will be an issue to dissolve later!