Transparent Words

2011-11-28T15:45:00.004+01:00

Waiting for some answers to questions that don't have any....

2011-11-13T01:17:00.004+01:00

When the summer is fast
The winter will slow
and I fell in love
With a winter rose
And it felt just like
An angel that came
Like a magic light
Like a little flame

If you say you love me
Then I ever owe you
When you are full of bee
Then I have my eye on you

Signs will fall to us
When the point brakes through
There's no kindest words
Than the blistering truth
People call for love
When it's almost too much
It's the faceless shame
That you cannot touch

If you say you love me
Then I ever owe you
When you are full of bee
Then I have my eye on you

When the loving is fast
Then the bruise will be slow
That's how I fell in love
With the winter rose
And I will paint the face
To the clear back at me
I'll be lying lies
Only I can see

If you say you love me
Then I ever own you
When you are full of bee
Then I have my eye on you

2011-10-26T12:16:00.002+02:00

If you go we can stay outside
You can find a new place to hide
On the beaches of Italy
There is something you wanna see

I know you’re comfortable where you are
I know the hallway’s a bit too far
But if you trust me I’ll lead the way
You’ve never seen such a lovely day

So come out from where you are
Come out from where you are

2011-08-04T04:12:00.001+02:00

I'm here!!!

Raz Ohara & The Odd Orchestra - Where He At (Apparat Remix)

2011-08-04T04:05:00.000+02:00

2011-08-04T03:40:00.000+02:00

I MISS YOU!!!

2011-08-04T03:35:00.001+02:00

he's never where he's at
he's drifting off
in thought
got something unsolved
he never shares
she said he spent too long time
too long time on his own

he used to, make you, catch the moment
and take you high
to watch the caravan

he only takes
and feeds his lowest needs
looks into a book he doesn't read
she said, he spent
too long time on his own
he used to
want you
to be close

he's never where he's at
tell him you're there
whenever he shows up

Mazzy Star - Into dust

2011-07-13T01:25:00.000+02:00

2011-07-07T13:54:00.004+02:00

The thing never now, were you (unintelligible)
You’re gone and I won’t see you
anymore
You left my love on the run
And said that you were leaving
And you won’t come home again

...you won’t come home again
And I miss you like you're dead
But I never got to grieve you
'Cause I saw you in the arms of someone new
So your phantom follows me
Like a child would his mother
Or a lover who never said goodbye
It’s only saying goodbye

And I cry myself to sleep
And you thought I was happy
I was lonely
Had nowhere to go

And I heard that you moved on
Found a brand new family
And changed your married name
And everything has changed

And I’ll miss you like you’re dead
And find a way to grieve you
Cause I need to
Try and start again

And your ghost will have to leave
Like a child would his mother
Or a lover
Who has to say goodbye
It’s always say goodbye
It’s always say goodbye

Devil's Spoke/ Sneh Ko Marg by Laura Marling, The Dharohar Project & Mum...

2011-07-07T13:47:00.000+02:00

2011-07-01T12:15:00.000+02:00

"The creative adult is the child who has survived."

- Ursula LeGuin

2011-07-01T11:54:00.008+02:00

CaTour ;)

Before tripping of...
Tired & dirty comeback...

...and then a bath and a final adventurous ding dong Tale

2011-07-01T11:47:00.002+02:00

Monstrous bell toll.
I wake up and find somewhere to go.
That doesn't mean anything more than what is said, you know.
Heavy environmental clockworks strike one last time.
This is the theorem.
This is the rhyme.
Good bye.

It's high up in the air.
Tremendous love-affair.
I wanna be there.
The last breakthrough.

Long wires look like arms or traps for anyone to see.
And the composer strikes desperately on her knees.
Iron is built up in the air.
A gothic scenery.
This is the theorem.
This is the rhyme.
Good bye.

It's high up in the air.
Tremendous love-affair.
I wanna be there.
The last breakthrough.

Something invisible is sleeping in the sea gulls mouth.
What does it mean, what in the world does it amount to?

2011-06-12T19:47:00.002+02:00

Nothing, I thought nothing of you
Just another young man
Running up the mountain
There are many like you

Mistaken, it's not meant to be this
It's not meant to be love
Crossing path and that is all
And that was all

Turning me
And handle me
Come through me
And close to me

I wish we had one long night
Stain each other
We won't see one another
But will you always remember ?

2011-05-30T15:25:00.001+02:00

There's no such thing called summer here...

2011-05-21T11:37:00.002+02:00

..if it's painfull..

...just swallow some more...

2011-05-17T23:05:00.005+02:00

Kelimelerin
benim deri içine kazınmış
yumuşak notları gibi
Bir kelebek kadar dokunuş

: Angelene

2011-05-17T22:56:00.003+02:00

I got caught in a storm
And carried away
I got turned, turned around

I got caught in a storm
That's what happened to me
So I didn't call
And you didn't see me for a while

I was rising up
Hitting the ground
And breaking and breaking

I got caught in a storm
Things were flying around
And doors were slamming
And windows were breaking
And I couldn't hear what you were saying
I couldn't hear what you were saying
I couldn't hear what you were saying

I was rising up
Hitting the ground
And breaking and breaking

Rising up
Rising up

2011-05-17T22:52:00.000+02:00

Slow words
Sweet rewards
Glory of the past
Old stories that refuse to talk
..and I kiss the air
as it whispers softly
through your hair

:Angel ene

2011-03-21T17:33:00.001+01:00

I'll stay screaming in your sleep
I'll stab out the moon and scare all of your sheeps...

2011-03-21T17:15:00.002+01:00

Who do I trust the most and how can I tell...
Who do I love the most and why should I care...
What do you do, why are you here,
I really don't know what to say...
Everyone has a story to tell
why mine would matter to you

Are we just wasting time
Am I constantly numb
day and night

Would you tell me what you see?
Life is more than just a dream
The reason why I'm asking you
'couse I don't see it from where I stand

Are we just wasting time
Am I constantly numb
day and night

What do you do, why are you here
I really don't know what to say...

Are we just wasting time
Am I constantly numb
day and night

2011-03-21T17:14:00.003+01:00

...and it feels like I'm walking on rusty nails...

2011-03-21T17:10:00.002+01:00

2 weeks done - 4 more to "go"

2011-02-19T20:19:00.031+01:00

Jumping Njiw Jork ;)

2011-02-13T02:43:00.003+01:00

2011-01-25T14:09:00.001+01:00

2010-11-14T10:42:00.003+01:00

2010-10-26T08:19:00.005+02:00

Working like a Zombie
Painting like a Lunatic
Making plans like an Maniac
Dreaming like an Angel
I
See
The
Atoms
Nearly
Breathing
Unallied
Love

2010-10-15T12:44:00.001+02:00

2010-10-15T12:39:00.001+02:00

Little Baby Mine ;)

2010-10-15T12:34:00.003+02:00

Little Drummer Boy
Little Peter PANda

Who are you now?
Who scare you now?
Do you care anyhow?

2010-10-15T12:32:00.001+02:00

2010-10-02T11:26:00.001+02:00

Waiting by the mailbox, by the train
Passin' by the hills 'til I hear the name
I'm looking for a saw to cut these chains in half
And all I want is
Someone to rely on as
Thunder comes a rolling down
Someone to rely on as
Lightning comes a staring in again

I'll wait to be forgiven
Maybe I never will
My star has left me
To take the bitter pill
That shattered feeling
Well the cause of it's a lesson learned
Just don't know if I could roll into the sea again
"Just don't know if I could do it all again" she said, it's true

Waiting in my room and I lock the door
I watch the coloured animals across the floor
And I'm looking from a distance
And I'm listening to the whispers
And oh it ain't the same, when you're falling out of feeling and you're
Falling in and caught again

I'm caught again in the mystery
You're by my side, but are you still with me?
The answer's somewhere deep in it, I'm sorry that you're feeling it
But I just have to tell that I love you so much these days
Have to tell you that I love you so much these days, it's true

My heart is in economy
Due to this autonomy
Rolling in and caught again
Caught again

My heart is in economy
Due to this autonomy
Rolling in and caught again
Caught again

2010-09-22T23:36:00.006+02:00

Your face and your body
like a corpse in resolution
floating over my mind
as a life without umbilical cord

Your hands and your teeth
like a creeping insect
tearing off my hair and my skin
as an opinion without comprehension
Your smile and your eyes
like pearls on a string
faintly glittering in the memory
as a notice in the back of the heart

Your words and my cries
like the dew falling
against a polluted soil
with emotions without drainage
as a colour mixed out of nothing

:Angel ene

2010-09-22T21:32:00.001+02:00

2010-09-11T11:58:00.001+02:00

I found this picture the other day
It was so amazing I hung it up
My friends said "That's by the girl next door
She doesn't think she's very good at all."

And then one day Sara came around
"Please would you take that thing down?"
She blacked it out and then she ripped it up
And hid herself in a paper bag

Roses are red and the dinner is done
You seem to be happy and so in love
She had disappeared long ago
Waiting for Arthur to come through her window

Here I am, my love
But nobody came and the mist fell down
Her friends transformed into cane toads
Sitting in a room knowing all's a gas
And Arthur was replaced by a spacecraft

You want the kiss of life
Open up your heart
Then step inside
And you'll be alright

You want the kiss of life
Open up your heart
And step inside
And you'll be alright

But she can sing like my shore
It calls her name it's pure and true
And she runs toward this unbelievable love
A love she's dreaming of
My child I am you
I am

2010-09-02T19:17:00.001+02:00

sitting inside a stock car
driving my mind into a cul de sac

2010-09-02T19:06:00.004+02:00

I see the music in your face
That your words cannot explain

2010-08-21T11:56:00.002+02:00

2010-08-21T11:52:00.003+02:00

we sacrificed...
and we ate
we believed
it's all safe

and we died...

2010-08-21T11:20:00.003+02:00

bazen ...
ve bir kaç gün ...
her zaman ...

aynı...
sometimes ...
and a few days ...
always ...

same ...

2010-08-14T18:02:00.002+02:00

Kiss Kiss Kiss
Those days goodbye...

2010-08-14T17:58:00.002+02:00

Sleepwalking the street tonight
Every step could change my mind
Even if I change
that's alright
Can I be healed?
Be healed
When it rains
you stay inside
...Kiss kiss kiss
those days good bye
You say that I've changed
that's alright
Can I be healed?
Be healed
Come on come on
Can I be healed
Keep the blood beneath the light
Nature is the curse we fight
People say I've changed
that's alright
Can I be healed?
Be healed
Come on, come on
my love

2010-07-04T09:19:00.001+02:00

Its like wading through a wasteland
where a town you love once stood
You just cry each time
you think of when times were good

2010-04-30T00:40:00.002+02:00

Gizlice Sevgilim
Rüyalar bile geceleri bekler
Gizlice görünmek için
Yüreğimdesin, saklısında içimin
Gizlice sevgilim
Kimse bilmesin üzgünlüğümü
Taşırım ölümüm gibi bu duyguyu
En gizli kuytularında ömrümün
Bir yer var gizlice sevgilimin uyuduğu

Gizlice sevgilim, yaşam kadar acı
Canımı tutuşturan özlem gibi
Özlüyorum derin yokoluşta
Gizlice sevgilimi

:Ataol Behramoğlu

2010-04-30T00:30:00.003+02:00

MyAnimaliCollectiVelvet...

2010-04-16T09:46:00.001+02:00

Todays it's my brothers death day, dearly missed & always in my heart
& I'll use this day to reflect upon the fact that people should stop arguing, fighting and wearing weapons for issues that has no point of meaning....

Goodbye beautiful it's time
The daisies are trampled
It's such a crime
You look so far ahead
And left so much behind

Here comes your ride
Here comes your ride
Here comes your ride

I want to remember how we were
In those days of gold
When we shone like stars
We were bright
We were bold

Here comes your ride
Here comes your ride
Here comes your ride

Surely we will laugh again
It's too soon now
You're all around me
I waited so long
Guess I'll be here a little longer

Here comes your ride
Here comes your ride....

2010-04-06T01:47:00.003+02:00

su altında yavaş şarkıları üfleme...

2010-04-06T01:38:00.000+02:00

...& yes...
sometimes...

I still do miss you...

2010-04-06T01:27:00.001+02:00

Bzzz bzzz bzzzzzzziii...
I don't need a Hero
I need an Oreo...

2010-01-15T20:23:00.002+01:00

Pick apart
The pieces of your heart
And let me peer inside
Let me in
Where only your thoughts have been
Let me occupy your mind
As you do mine

Your heart’s a mess
You won’t admit to it
It makes no sense
But I’m desperate to connect
And you, you can’t live like this

You have lost
(Too much love)
To fear, doubt and distrust
(It’s not enough)
You just threw away the key
(To your heart)

You don’t get burned
(’Cause nothing gets through)
It makes it easier
(Easier on you)
But that much more difficult for me
To make you see…

Love ain’t fair
So there you are
My love

Your heart’s a mess
You won’t admit to it
It makes no sense
But I’m desperate to connect
And you, you can’t live like this

Your heart’s a mess
You won’t admit to it
It makes no sense
But I’m desperate to connect
And you, you can’t live like this

Love ain’t safe
You won’t get hurt if you stay chaste
So you can wait
But I don’t wanna waste my love

2009-12-27T18:36:00.003+01:00

All my colours...

For my sick memories...

2009-12-26T14:53:00.002+01:00

Kar...
Çok soguk...
Bugün kar var dısarda,
Buz gibi bir hava, parmaklarım dunmus uyandıgımda
Baktım bembeyaz bir örtü kaplamıs tüm acıların üstünü
Gülümsedim, pencerimin demirlerine konmuş kücük bir serceye

Birseyler soylemek ister gibi baktı bana
Sanki, üsüme, bu kıs gecer bahar gelir diyordu
Hangi mevsim seni bana getirir ki? hangi bahar? hangi kış?
Mevsimleri saymaktansa hep bir ümitle,
Bırak, herzaman kar yagsın acılarımın üstüne

2009-12-25T21:24:00.001+01:00

Je manque ma petite maladie

2009-12-15T00:02:00.002+01:00

Shadow fades over Snow White
and Peter Pan lost his Kite
The sound of a broken string
and the old floor tried to sing
Flickering thoughts covers my bed
and you dance like rays in my head

:Angel ene

2009-12-14T23:44:00.018+01:00

SomewhereNowhere

2009-11-26T22:10:00.026+01:00

Yesss...
I am still here...
Jumping closer to happines everyday...because someone brings a smile on my facein every way...

2009-11-26T20:03:00.004+01:00

I love these flowers...
Passion!!!

2009-11-26T19:45:00.005+01:00

Yesss...
I'm still here...
&
I ate the lovebirds...

2009-11-21T11:46:00.005+01:00

...without the strings of words
theres nothing to hang on to...
& we jump too fast from . to .
and off to the end we go...

:Angel ene

2009-11-01T21:40:00.002+01:00

My absolute favorite cartoon actor Cheese ;)

2009-10-29T09:27:00.002+01:00

Farvede ballonger flyder i min havn
Tågede morgentanker falder på overfladen
Elektrisk ekko som drukner i bevægelse
Hviskende ord som synger på mit savn

:Angel ene

2009-10-15T10:31:00.002+02:00

Heart skipped a beat

And when I caught it you were out of reach

2009-10-12T04:01:00.003+02:00

After all the time
After you
Had you seen me with someone new
Hanging so high for your return
But the stillness is a burn

Had I seen it in your eyes
There'd have been no try after try
Your leaving had no goodbye
Had I just seen one in your eyes

I can't give it up
To someone elses touch
Because I care too much

Could you tell
I was left lost and lonely
Could you tell
Things ain't worked out my way

Wish the best for you
Wish the best for me
Wished for infinity
If that ain't me

Give it up
I can't give it up

I can't give it up
To someone elses touch
Because I care too much

Give it up
I can't give it up

2009-10-12T02:37:00.003+02:00

Nick just waits to fly
Easy to take
You could take me in for us
Make me a deal
A day a piece
Take it off, just stay a week

I'll take you in pieces
We can take it all apart
I've softened shipwrecks right from the start
I've been underwater
Breathin' out and in
I think I'm losin' where you end and I begin

Basic space
Openin'
Don't look away
When there's nothin'
There

I'm setting us in stone
Piece by piece before I'm alone
Airtight before we break
Keep it in
Keep us safe

This pool of boiling wax
I'm giving in that is sick
Got to fill this in
Gotta just?
Why don't we learn how to keep what I have
Preserved

Basic space
Openin'
Don't look away
When there's nothin'
There

Hot wax
Has left me with a sign
Wouldn't know if I've been left behind
Second skin
Second skin

I can let it out
I still let you in
I can let it out
I still let you in

2009-09-28T23:55:00.002+02:00

I dont want to hold this fear anymore...

I want to leave the past behind...

2009-09-18T00:20:00.003+02:00

I wish I did'nt...
But I still do...

2009-09-10T23:12:00.000+02:00

It's only Love

2009-08-26T10:35:00.000+02:00

...now your gone...

...it's playing on my mind...

2009-08-21T01:24:00.003+02:00

Bildiğim bir şarkı var onu söylüyorum
Gel, o şarkıyı beraber söyleyelim
Hatırlar mısın?

There is a song I know and I sing it...
Come, Let's sing it together...
Do you remember?

2009-08-21T01:01:00.004+02:00

sen yoksun
deniz yok
yıldızlar arkadaşım
ya bu gece harika bir şeyler olsun
yahut bir bomba gibi infilak edecek başım
ağzımda eski mısralar uzanıp kalmışım
istanbul minareler odamda gibi
gökyüzü temiz ve parlak
işte kolkola girmiş en mesut günlerimiz
muhalif bir rüzgar karşı sahilden

fosforlu ışıklarıyla gökyüzü bir deniz
havada kanat sesleri
ve çılgın kokular

deniz yok
yıldızlar uzaklaşıyor
ben yine yalnız kalıyorum
istanbul minareler kaybolmuş
sen yoksun

:Attila İlhan

2009-08-16T19:29:00.013+02:00

Happy roads of past thoughts
Running down old flights of imaginations
My heart is a trade secret
it smiles like a child's toy
My mind's a time machine
creating flaws of flickering joy
paid by the credit of virtual hopes

:Angel ene

2009-08-11T20:23:00.004+02:00

Seizing a rainbow in between sunbeamz
From the edge of a tired window

2009-08-09T11:28:00.002+02:00

2009-08-09T11:25:00.001+02:00

Sweet Good Moaaanings ;)

2009-08-01T18:56:00.001+02:00

Every Day is a ScampiDay

2009-07-28T12:19:00.010+02:00

Some days just falls to the left
With rainy clouds and cat's all wet
waiting waves from above the bridge
Tired dogs and sad shadows
trying to reach for long lost flowers
Some days just falls to be right
:Angelene

2009-07-20T10:54:00.004+02:00

Jump into the marvel of the small things

2009-07-18T15:40:00.004+02:00

The whales do not sing because they have an answer....
They sing because they have a song...
ashes and snow

2009-07-15T11:28:00.006+02:00

Someone went to a fleamarket in Sweden
& got herself a "girlswatcher"/"piketittere"

"girlswatcher"/"piketittere" is a small mirror
and in the old days it was placed in the rooms
of the young maid servants

2009-07-14T20:05:00.034+02:00

Jumping Sweden...

2009-07-12T15:43:00.005+02:00

paralyzed by a wiev behind...
broken back from a life infront...

2009-07-03T15:31:00.001+02:00

2009-07-03T15:25:00.003+02:00

2009-06-24T16:43:00.001+02:00

Don't give up...
Foto: Gilbert Garcin

2009-06-20T17:06:00.010+02:00

It aint just a political opinion to me...
It's more my simple thoughts...
That no one should be forced,
into actions or beliefs of others...
To me it's a childish logic...
Like...
...imagine someone suddenly came around...
and told you...
That...
from this day on...
you "must" wear a hat!!!
or another weird thingy/thought...
and believe in this and that
not just an hour or two
but just because of this and that...
...and as a child, not even my mum could make me wear a hat..
so to me...
...it is as simple as this:
let those who wants to wear a hat to do it
and leave the rest to believe what they want!!!

2009-06-19T13:52:00.003+02:00

2009-06-18T00:00:00.023+02:00

Iran...
30 years behind the veils...
Let the world see your real face...
Demonstration of Iranian woman
against Ayatollah Khomeini's statement
regarding the veil 1979
1970
late 60'ths early 70'ths

Iran, Mazandaran train
early 1950
1950
1950 decade

woman officer Iran airforce
late 1960 decade

Sediqeh Dowlatabadi
Supervisor of women’s education in the Ministry of Education and Fine Arts
In 1936 she became the president of "Women’s Association".
She died at age of 80 on 30 July 1962.
In her will she proclaimed:
"I will never forgive women who visit my grave veiled".
After the Islamic Revolution in August 1980
Islamic vigilantes demolished her tomb
and the tombs of her father and brother
who,although men of religion,
had supported her activities.

2009-06-17T22:50:00.003+02:00

Thinking about Iran...

2009-06-02T11:10:00.004+02:00

dostum dostum...

2009-05-31T09:05:00.009+02:00

So what do you think right now???
...that im tired
and how I miss my bed
and why it's so hard to fall in love
and that I miss the time
when I was'nt a slave of work
and that I miss the smell from the bosphorus
and the gasolin from the boats drifting on it...

...
:)

2009-05-24T15:54:00.002+02:00

pockets full of forgotten thoughts, empty head and happy walks...

2009-05-18T11:14:00.004+02:00

R: Was that your voice I heard in the radio this morning????
....
....
Angel: hahahaa....
yeah, that was most likely my voice hehee...
was it fun...?

R: Very fun...
I woke up by the clock radio and your voice,
was'nt really sure about what I heard
or if I where still dreaming...

Angel: hahahaa... I'm so cosy mmm!

2009-05-12T20:31:00.003+02:00

Love Letters...

2009-05-12T20:28:00.005+02:00

...& my muse somehow woke up...

2009-05-12T20:18:00.004+02:00

2009-04-21T23:29:00.005+02:00

Guapo Came ;)
Happier than a french bird
with a chocolat croisant

2009-04-20T10:16:00.004+02:00

2009-04-19T21:22:00.004+02:00

I'm better better & better...
&
CATalyzating fast forward...

2009-04-15T12:56:00.003+02:00

I'm so tired...
I feel sick again...
I guess I was just dreaming...